t h e r e m i n i s c e n t s t a r - -
v2.o -star.
thereminiscentstar .
portia jolene ; posh * lene * (:
LALAPOLYPOCKETCHOONG ;
going 19 .
nafa svaf .
attached . =)
they call me starshine ; tinkerbell ; queenLALA*
191286
broken; and worthless .
hyper .
not what i seem to be .
tend to lose myself in thoughts .
daydreamerr .
sadistic .
black ; hotpeenk ; orange ; white ; purple .
lamee . extremely at times .
comforts people ; but yearns comfort from friends .
cynical .
imperfect .
stubborn .
bossy .
extremely fragile ;
has a soft mushy heart .
am redundant whereever i am . =)
yearns to fly *
je'taime .
the Man Up there . =))
him. =D
churchies .
EEYOREE !
monokuro boo .
cinnamoroll .
starrs .
my telescope . also known as my WIFE . =]
butterflies .
qing tian wawa .
windmills .
carousels .
dancing .
clubbing .
esplanade .
east coast .
southern most point .
changi airport .
marina south .
to be a unique !
blowing bubbles .
jewellery making . =D
taking black&white photographs .
photoshopp !
princess .
cousins shannon&jamie !
sad songs .
piano ; sax ; guitar . (but can't play any)
Saturday, April 17, 2004
omg. yoo cannot imagine how badly i shook during the speech thang. but. heh? i got 3rd? wee?. i like my quote okayes. *sticks out tongue. and i really was so very tempted to act dumb. like. cher!igotNOVOICE!. =x haas.
erase them. just erase them all. i don't wanna think of it/them. i don't wanna hurt no more.
this week has been TOO happening fer meh. i think i'll just collapse if this goes on. so. ya. *prays. lets just hope my upcoming week would be better shall we.? i don't know. i think. i've been crying alot this week. bad bad bad. wo bu ku. yin wei wo hen yong gan. wo yao rang ni kan dao wo yong gan de yang zi. =) haha. that's so. what i've been listening to for the past few days. hur. i'm just thinking. of stuffs. why does it always have to occur. like. uh. sighs. nverrmind. i'm just gonna continue pushing myself to be strong. i don't know if that's sucha good idea after. but since. that's what everyone around me tells me to do. i guess i shall. i will. i'll TRY. hopefully i don't choke myself in the process of doing so.? yeah. i must be. jian qiang.
blerghs. for a moment. i thought i had tons to update bout? but it turns out that my pathetic-useless-dumb-goodfornothing brains just konked out on me again. blahs. there's too many things. i know. i feel. that i wished. i didn't know. or feel. ha. isn't that always the case?. i'm not gonna cry like i cried last night again. ever. woke up with super micro eyes. my mum was asking me what's wrong. what's wrong.? i cried in my sleep. that's what's wrong. what's wrong? too many issues. that's what's wrong. what's SO wrong? i cried for whole.. almost 2 hours. that's what's wrong. okaye. i think yoo people don't hafta know this. haha. my gut feeling is telling me a whole lotta stuffs. and well. people round me. those close to me. esp the royales. should know. my gut feeling never proves me wrong. that. really. sucks. sigh. can i brainwash myself? i wish i could. i really wish i could. but wishes don't come true. yet. still. i'm still wishing. like. what for?! =\ i can't even answer that myself. am i pathetic or AM I PATHETIC? =\
sighs. i should stop before more crappy stuffs come out. am gonna be going m'sia tmms. so. well. don't be shocked if my hp is offed? i haven't gone mia yet. i. haven't. yeah. haven't.. am gonna go cbc on sunday still. sigh. can't celebrate liane's bdaye. sorry people. yoo guys have a good bashie for her yeahs? *butterflytakesflight.
can you hear my heart breaking?
on a second note. this is. unthinkable. impossible. absurd. uncorrectable.
and the last note. i'm simply. allcriedout.
Tear drops in my eyes
Came every day with the sunrise
It's been that way as long as you've been gone
I thought the day would start
Same as the others falling apart
I thought I barely would be hanging on
Something has changed, feel so strange
Swimming through an ocean of pain
Then suddenly here's the sun
Maybe I had enough of you,
Maybe I've tired of dreaming of you
Maybe I've gotten over your goodbye bye now
Baby I couldn't live without you
Now when I think about you
My eyes are dry somehow
Baby I'm all cried out
All cried out
I don't know what it is
Why I'm not longer missing your kiss
It feels mysterious and so damn good
Something is changed, feel so strange
Swimming through an ocean of pain
Then suddenly here's the sun
Maybe I had enough of you,
Maybe I've tired of dreaming of you
Maybe I've gotten over your goodbye bye now
Baby I couldn't live without you
Now when I think about you
My eyes are dry somehow
Baby I'm all cried out
All cried out
My heart has finally walked away
It's gone from the scene of the crime
It's finally found the perfect place
For leaving you far behind
Baby maybe I
Maybe I had enough of you,
Maybe I've tired of dreaming of you
Maybe I've gotten over your goodbye bye now
Baby I couldn't live without you
Now when I think about you
My eyes are dry somehow
Baby I'm all cried out
Maybe I had enough of you,
Maybe I've tired of dreaming of you
Maybe I've gotten over your goodbye bye now
Baby I couldn't live without you
Now when I think about you
My eyes are dry somehow
Baby I'm all cried out
Maybe I had enough of you,
Maybe I've tired of dreaming of you
Maybe I've gotten over your goodbye bye now
Baby I couldn't live without you
Now when I think about you
My eyes are dry somehow
Baby I'm all cried out
time can never erase them all.
;elysium.
1:14:00 AM
eternitywithYOU.
Zen Neeon .
new laptop .
Christian Dior - Dolce Vita .
Corrinne May's 2 albums .
Plumb's albums .
Dishwalla's albums .
Nicholas Spark's books .
Levis 501 & Diva Jeans .
Chronicles of Narnia .
a new starglobe . =|
my daisy rock star bass .
